I think this just boils down to the philosophical debate. Western Culture, its the parents that owes the child everything. In Eastern Culture, its the child that owes the parent everything.

I don’t even know, I mean logically, I kinda don’t hate being a human.

Sorry for getting a bit spiritual, but like if I didn’t get incarnated as… well… me, then, either, if we go the pure scientific route, I never exist and couldn’t experience the few thing I enjoyed.

But even if we go the spiritual route, its really a coinflip of if I end up being reincarnated in North Korea, Afghanistan, or actually have a decent life in like Norway. Or I could just become a rat and die instantly. So like… idk.

Going by the scientific definition, “I” would’ve never existed… so… idk… I don’t like suffering either, but I can’t say I didn’t have moments of existence I enjoyed.

So yea, its just a philosophy debate that has no real answers.

As for “go out and make friends”, let wait till this administration has ended, don’t want my face pushed into the pavement.