Maybe it’s that I can actually choose what to do with my life instead of constantly reacting to threats and living in a kind of long term survival mindset.
I am far away from cars and there are few people. I might hear a boat or a far away train whistle. But otherwise it’s just the water, the wind and birds. It’s quiet. 🫥
I feel odd because there’s no crisis to fix, no fight for survival.
I’m wired to be constantly on alert or pushing through another issue.
But now it’s quiet. And I don’t know what to do.
It’s an odd feeling.
Goodnight ❤️
Someone told me once that even though the quiet can be tough to sit with, it is a luxury.
Maybe it’s that I can actually choose what to do with my life instead of constantly reacting to threats and living in a kind of long term survival mindset.
It’s feel weird to have a choice.
This is why I like the beach I go to.
I am far away from cars and there are few people. I might hear a boat or a far away train whistle. But otherwise it’s just the water, the wind and birds. It’s quiet. 🫥
Goodnight
When all is well, I wait for the other shoe to drop.
May it not drop you for, our dear Simon.
Thank you ♥️